dear diary,

i'm finally back from my overseas trips!! it was soooo fun! haha yeah.. but spent all my money and am super super broke now. haiz..










i went to china during the 5th - 12th. it was quite a relaxing trip, it was more of sight-seeing and exploring. it was freezing and so dry that i can feel that my skin almost tear. haha :) but, i realised that i have gotten food poisoning on the next few days i returned to sg. it should be the food there & the super hot n oily ''ma la'' hot pot. yes, must be..





anyways, photos from china up.












mom and me

me and cousin

pandas!

ok, thats all

ohh.. its 2 more days to my trip to china! yeah.

the happy thing is : i get to enjoy, relax, play, and put everything behind me!
the irritating thing is : 1) i still have soooo many work to do & so many things to study, how can i leave now?!!!
2) i wont be able to meet baby again for about 1+ week.

anyway bebe just went for his desexing operation last sat. should say was quite a successful op, but i was afraid that he would not be as active as he was again. :(

okok i need to go pack my luggage now.

goodbye! =)

went to watch enchanted the movie yesterday with baby, was quite a perfect and typical fairy-tale movie.

sign. how i wish i'll have life like that. just sitting on the tree branches and singing everyday only waiting for my prince charming to appear and to live happily ever after. (not having to worry about whether i'm earning enough money, whether i look pretty enough, whether i'm suffering from hunger in order just to be slim enough to fit into this society and shit like that.) ya i know. thats only an 'IF'. i must be dreaming.

omg, my morale is getting lower and lower day by day. i dont know what am i doing everyday. just so sh*t.

yippie! tomorrow is the day! =D

Depressed.

I dont know what's going on with my life,in fact i dont seem to have a life at all. I'm just sleeping late, waking up early and doing the mundane everyday thing(work, sch, work, sch) and living my life as a living dead.

I dont understand why am i like that. I just feel so stressed and tensed, and with my stupid lifestyle, i'm putting on weight non-stop which i'm so irritated with. i just hate myself.

He called me today, i dont understand why can we still argue when we're like continents apart. I'm feeling so sick and tired of bothering about my thai trip every now and then. He put it in a way as if i was the one who's causing all the trouble.
I've longed for the trip for at least 2months too OK!! So exasperated!

Hopefully days ahead will be better. Hopefully.

hi all, it have been half a month since i last enter my blog. -.-" that shows how lazy i really am. anyway, he'll be coming back soon! =D

haiz. but i think i'm going mad with all the school work piling up on me. OMG!!

anyway, i might have to cancel the thai trip with him which i've longed for. cos dad said that it'll be quite dangerous as they'll be having the bangkok election during our trip, on the 23rd Dec. : ( so i really hope that they'll either post-pone the election or PLEASE, dont create any commotion ''THAILANDERS'', THANKS!!

p.s darling, u r missed.

i dont know y my previous blog had just vanished like that. perhaps it's because that i've not been logging in for the past decade? hee..

anyway, its the 8th day that he had left for wallaby. and i think he's somewhere out in the desert now so he cant contact me for like close to 2wks from ytd! :(

i'm feeling sooo sick and tired of me staying at home everyday. but i'm just too lazy to leave the house. i don't feel like going out. i don't feel like meeting people. don't feel like putting on makeup. don't feel like looking for clothes to wear. in all i just dont feel like doing anything except for sitting at the couch with my 'log cake'(btw ah be has changed his name to log cake, cos dad says that he's grown too fat and resembles a log cake,which is quite true.hahaha).

counting down for my thai trip with him!! =D

p.s miss u J

hi all, my life stories begins here.... :)