HELP ME!!!
i've been having very bad skin recently. must be caused by the return of my insomnia. I will feel new bumps all over my face the first thing i wake up every morning. I've tried many remedy but to no avail. J and Even my mom nagged at me...but for that? like i love having the bumps on my skin..??
I've never encounter this in my entire life before. is it because of hormones changes? maybe i'm going through the "teenage" outbreak phrase much much later than the usual people. does it mean that i have a chance to grow taller? haha. Crap.
i have decided to try going for facial again, but i'm afraid that my skin would be too sensitive for the harsh chemical and treatment they'll do to my face like what i encountered in the previous treatments.. ARGH!! so contradicting.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Lachrymose
went to send him off ytd. the atmosphere there was undoubtedly melancholic.
the feeling is so surreal. it all just gone down to ashes in seconds when the metal door shuts.
he'll be gone - forever, from this place.
i was choked several times by suppressing my own tear. the whole process was too tear-jerking.
when i was doing the accounts, it feels weird to still see his name in the excel sheets, the office walls, the documents etc, when i know he's no longer around.
life is really fragile. no one expected this to happen. he was all healthy, joking and talking around one morning and, the next, he did not wake up from his sleep ever again.
the most grief-stricken ones can only be his wife and kids. they would never ever dreamt of what had happened to their beloved dad and the other half. the only way now is to live life bravely.
I'm not really that close with him, but just the thought of someone leaving forever is too unacceptable. it's worse when we realised that he still had so many unfulfilled dreams and things to do. he was said to have planned to go to korea and hokkiado this year end.
when i was younger, i really hope that we would encounter the end of world in this lifetime. this way, i wouldn't have to witness my love ones from leaving me for another world at all.
and i realised how gullible it is for me to think this way after knowing how painful and sad it is to witness the end of the world.
i was always running away from reality, but no matter how hurtful and bitter it is. i would still have to accept it. cos - that's the reality.
life is really unpredictable, nobody knows what will happen tomorrow.
the feeling is so surreal. it all just gone down to ashes in seconds when the metal door shuts.
he'll be gone - forever, from this place.
i was choked several times by suppressing my own tear. the whole process was too tear-jerking.
when i was doing the accounts, it feels weird to still see his name in the excel sheets, the office walls, the documents etc, when i know he's no longer around.
life is really fragile. no one expected this to happen. he was all healthy, joking and talking around one morning and, the next, he did not wake up from his sleep ever again.
the most grief-stricken ones can only be his wife and kids. they would never ever dreamt of what had happened to their beloved dad and the other half. the only way now is to live life bravely.
I'm not really that close with him, but just the thought of someone leaving forever is too unacceptable. it's worse when we realised that he still had so many unfulfilled dreams and things to do. he was said to have planned to go to korea and hokkiado this year end.
when i was younger, i really hope that we would encounter the end of world in this lifetime. this way, i wouldn't have to witness my love ones from leaving me for another world at all.
and i realised how gullible it is for me to think this way after knowing how painful and sad it is to witness the end of the world.
i was always running away from reality, but no matter how hurtful and bitter it is. i would still have to accept it. cos - that's the reality.
life is really unpredictable, nobody knows what will happen tomorrow.
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