Saturday, November 24, 2007

went to watch enchanted the movie yesterday with baby, was quite a perfect and typical fairy-tale movie.

sign. how i wish i'll have life like that. just sitting on the tree branches and singing everyday only waiting for my prince charming to appear and to live happily ever after. (not having to worry about whether i'm earning enough money, whether i look pretty enough, whether i'm suffering from hunger in order just to be slim enough to fit into this society and shit like that.) ya i know. thats only an 'IF'. i must be dreaming.

omg, my morale is getting lower and lower day by day. i dont know what am i doing everyday. just so sh*t.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

yippie! tomorrow is the day! =D

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Depressed.

I dont know what's going on with my life,in fact i dont seem to have a life at all. I'm just sleeping late, waking up early and doing the mundane everyday thing(work, sch, work, sch) and living my life as a living dead.

I dont understand why am i like that. I just feel so stressed and tensed, and with my stupid lifestyle, i'm putting on weight non-stop which i'm so irritated with. i just hate myself.


He called me today, i dont understand why can we still argue when we're like continents apart. I'm feeling so sick and tired of bothering about my thai trip every now and then. He put it in a way as if i was the one who's causing all the trouble.
I've longed for the trip for at least 2months too OK!! So exasperated!

Hopefully days ahead will be better. Hopefully.

Friday, November 16, 2007

hi all, it have been half a month since i last enter my blog. -.-" that shows how lazy i really am. anyway, he'll be coming back soon! =D

haiz. but i think i'm going mad with all the school work piling up on me. OMG!!

anyway, i might have to cancel the thai trip with him which i've longed for. cos dad said that it'll be quite dangerous as they'll be having the bangkok election during our trip, on the 23rd Dec. : ( so i really hope that they'll either post-pone the election or PLEASE, dont create any commotion ''THAILANDERS'', THANKS!!

p.s darling, u r missed.