Random thoughts about my dreams

 i just came back from our company retreat at Mercure Palm Spring at Senai.

we've had a load of fun.. especially when all the activities that our committee organised went super well!!(at least in my point of view. haha (*heng ah)

and i played paintball for the 1st time in my life. and now i know why it got its name.

cos it's actually pronounced as "PAIN" ball instead..

i got this super huge bruise on my thigh which refuses to subside.

but the experience is really fun and enjoyable. i dont mind playing it again, but i would need to heal my bruise first before getting new ones.

also, i came across many a time which i need to recall what my dreams and visions are.
every one has dreams of course. but how many people will actually really work towards it?

i have many many many dreams and visions.
like everyone. i wanna own my dream car, currently still a SLS

or i can also settle with a SLK (haha yeah right, sounds easy)

Credits to Mercedes Benz

and i wanna own my dream house!! with a swimming pool that i can swim in everyday, and a dance studio that i can dance in like at least twice a week - exactly like what i've always built in 'The Sims' - using cheat codes of course. how i wish i can use cheat codes in real life too. :p

actually the only cheat code is to be a tai-tai and everything would be in place!!

haha but thats not what i want cos i would want to work for them myself!(sour grapes)

it makes me look back and think why did i join this industry initially

and what makes me step out this first big step.

its all because i want to provide my parents a better life.

or at least maintain their living standard, i want them to retire early.

and i have this wish of bringing them around the world. like literally 'around the world'.

i want to retire early too! and live my life to the fullest while i still have the time and energy.

i want time for my family, friends and love ones.

i also wanna help as many people as i can so that, at least 20 years later,

people will come back and thank me, being grateful to what i did for them.

that kind of satisfaction is what money cant bring. =D

i don't know whether all this will happen,

but at least these are what my dreams are right now

and i'll work towards it.

i'm not saying that I DEFINITELY CAN make my dreams come true,

(thou i really hope so)

but at the very least, i feel that i should dare to dream.

(a person without dreams is a person without life, because without dreams, what is there to live for, right?)

everyone should dare to dream and not keep everything within yourselves

when until one day, it will all disappear gradually till you dont even feel it

at the end of the day you shattered you own dreams.

that'll be kinda sad right?

there's this saying; Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you only have one life to live and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

omg sorry i didnt mean to be so long-winded

this is really random but i suddenly has this urge of expressing myself. haha

- this post is only for ppl who's suffering from insomnia like myself. (cos u shud be aslp by now)

i wanna pen down all this so i can constantly remind myself to work towards my goals and work harder every single day!!

so lets jia you!!

all the best, world!