Results are out..
..and i'm dead. i received a couple of smses in the middle of the night ytd. i woke up once ard 2.30 and saw enen n ps's smses and call wanting to tell me that the results are out.
i'm conscious but i dont wana wake up. i dont wanna go into portal and check. cos i know how its going to be like.
i woke up again ard 5am and not being able to get back to bed when i saw another few smses, so i laid on the bed till 7 and i dragged myself up to my pc.
i nearly faint when i saw my results. i forgot what's the passing mark at that instant and i thought i have fail ALL! but, failing CF, is already awful enough(though i know i'll fail already, but i still tot there might be some miracles!)
although i still graduate with an honours, but its the word FAIL that haunts me.
i went for an interview ytd and was rejected on the spot(which i saw on interviewer's face though she say she will call me back again, ya?) just because she thinks that my results from poly and my 1st yr in U are too poor!
hello?! i'm not going to use my grades for work ok. not as if i'm applying for some researcher/professor post or smth. i'm just not an academic person, how can u discriminate me like that. haiz.
anyway it's already over, i should look forward to looking for new interesting,fun,appealing, and lovely jobs. ok i'm really like 'boredest' now in my whole life. i rather stay at home and watch shows(oh.. GG season 3 is coming. i mmust watch it!), wii-ing, nua-ing etc.
ok bye. time for some wii to balance up my emotions~
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