life is so full of uncertainties..

i tend to escape, hide, avoid(whatever it is) from reality, too much. this isnt healthy i know, but i feel that, pretending to be oblivious to the situations would relieve me from the cruel truth (at least for some time).

anyway, its my first prelim paper today(cf).

i'm really proud of myself being able to write 5pages of nonsense
just to make sure that it would be sent to uk for marking.
n so that i do not feel that i pay for nth. haha idiot.

tmr is icp n mm. i havent started studying yet n i dont feel like it..
so.. i'll try to write 10pgs of nonsense in total again tmr.
sighs. what am i doing man.

i finally understand why do the adults always says, being a kid is the best stage in our whole life,
because troubles has a positive co-variance with age.

alright, i'm uttering nonsense yet and again.
bye all~
time to crack the books!!!(it's a tad too late though)