I'm going CRAZY sooon.. real soon.. what is this man. I really cant handle the pressure going on now. Can i just 'fast-forward or skip' this phase of my life.

I know i'm just making my life more difficult for myself by thinking all these.. But i just cant help it. my brain is processing all the thoughts itself and i can do nth to stop it.

and after what xue told me jus now... i think it's worse ok. OMG.. I'm feel like a stupid freak now, thinking abt things that i shouldn't. But as you said... things have to be done no matter what.. so.. i'll try your secret method ok? ;)

Argh!! It's all so depressing, my sch work, my guy, our relationship, his life, my life, my ever depleting bank account, my future, my.... everything(including myself)! Its all going against me. *sign*

I hate this!!!