what's happening to me? I'm feeling so wrong all over. tmr is the day, but why dont i feel like what i used to feel? is it really suppose to be this way after so long?

anyway there must be something going on in my abdominal. it feels so weird. the intervals of the pain is getting shorter and shorter. it makes me feel so uncomfortable and not having any mood to do anything. *sign*

recently i saw too many scary examples which make me feel more paranoid than i already am... yes.. even more. -.-"