hi everyone,

firstly, i would like apologise to baby, (sorry for not making ur birthday a fantastic one, but anyway u're at fault too ok! =P)

next, the below entry would make me sound like a sociologist, yes maybe the recent sociology classes has made me come to this. (so, pls bear with it :) )

anyway, these few days was quite hard for me, i'm feeling so super down and that everything is like going against me. my self-esteem is declining rapidly, soo much that i think i can be so envious of almost everyone in the world. yes, so bad that i'm getting more and more irritated with myself(everything).

but... i went to watch Rambo 4 with sheena, yh and baby on 27 jan(it made me thought of the movie Hotel Rawanda and the happening genocides in our society) it was soo soo motivating and meaningful(the killings are gore and disgusting though) but when i think of that is what's happening in a part of the world that i'm living in, it makes me feel so sad for the people, they cant control their life and are born to suffer and live in fear everyday.

i then realise how great it is to be like living in this part of the world and living my life as it is now. i mean, the environment in many other parts of the world is so many times worse than mine and i'm still complaining here. I SHOULD learn to be contented and love my wonderful life!!!

therefore, moral of the story is : CONTENTMENT = HAPPINESS

yeah!
and i think it's time for me to replenish my beauty sleep now, good night peps!! :)