and i passed my HI finally :)))) i've been running since 8am today. I'm dead tired, surviving with the only 0.01% for the day. I really take my hat off to those who can survive on minimal sleep.
finally i've completed something, at least i can sleep early tonight.

everywhere is having sales now! and I spent > $150 in like 30mins on my way from suntec to Cityhall. -.-"
I cant seem to curb the addiction once I start buying. but i felt happier, maybe thats why it's called retail therapy.

but luckily both my offices are located at the 'ulu-est' place ever so that i wont be able to spent even if i really want to.

Technically, I should stop. I've spent far too much this 2 months. =( wait till my bills from Milan arrive
sigh..

i'm off to work and hopefully i can finish the stuffs by 7 and be back home into my slumberland

Zzz...bye

14 Dec 2009 was the worse day for me. I had not feel so depressed in the past 5 years..

I dont know what to do now. I feel lost.

I'm so busy and exhausted every single day. I've been trying to juggle everything and trying hard to balance all of them. I just cant take it anymore. I'm collasping

Tomorrow is my HI, hopefully I can pass. If not I'll have to wait till next year again.

Good luck to me.

Starry starry night~~

I saw a shooting star yesterday! it was really a 'Shooting Star in movies' kind of shooting star.

i've seen shooting stars before but i have never seen something so beautiful in my life. it was very bright, long and slower than the usual ones that i saw in the past. and it was not even that dark, but i didnt have time to make a wish cos i was really stunned. and, i might cause an accident if i did stop to make a wish in the middle of the expressway. haha

haha but its ok, i'm happy enough. =D

Back from my FAN-TAS-TIC trip!! i had hell lots of fun.

this would definitely be added to the places where i would want to go again in future. however, pictures might not be up so soon cos.... the size of the photos taken only from my dad's and my cam is already 10GB, i still have ziyin-jonard,michelle and zhu's cam.. i think my com would hang just by browsing thru all these pictures.

also, i've chocolates for everyone!!! =D

i'm looking and sorting out the photos now, i'll update again soon!

counting down to 7 more days!!! yeahie..
and that's also when my credit card bill will go boomz..
saddening..

i got a feeling that this week would be a bad bad week for me.

my first day of this week started out with my 1st summon in my life(feels so shit, i think recently Fatimahs are either too free or their commission/target were increased). and today, our lobster climbed out of the tank and was found DEAD, flatten on the main road like 3 houses away?(i dont know how it climbed so far though)
so sad..

sigh. hopefully i would have a better tomorrow. till then.

Confused

I really really am confused and lost. I do not know what to do now. I hate feeling this way. since I'm so indecisive, this always happens to me in every major life stages.

All the way since PSLE -> which Sec Sch, from 'O' Levels -> which Poly/JC till now.

I'm just too afraid of making the wrong decision and turning back regreting.

sigh....