Batam Turi Beach! =b

Batam 2010

on the ferry

Turi Beach Resort

our room and the magical Sealy Posturepedia bed.

the advertisement (of one lying on it and falling asleep straightaway) is 100% not exaggerating at all
finally, there's a cure for my insomnia! =Dhttp://www.sealy.co.uk/sealytvad2009.html here's the link for the ad

views from our balcony

"semi-private" pool

look at the emerging portion of the huge rock during the low tide.

stupid workaholic - spoiler

iphones- or rather all phones should be banned for a scenic place like this

Twilight

the little mini round moon looks so adorable in the endless clear blue sky

this is the rock when the tide is higher, when its on the high tide, the rock would be fully submerge.

thats the beauty of nature.

however, all the rocks makes it very dangerous for us to play the seasports. and in the end we did not snorkel as planned
and we only jet-skiied for like 15mins. and it cost like close to S$100..? -.-"

thats the bad for staying in expensive resorts like this. everything cost alot in there.

massages is 5 times more, than in city shopping malls, and even cabs out to town cost like S$40. that's madness.. we dont even pay that much in sg. but we dont have a choice.

I deliberately dragged myself of out the bed on the last morning just to look at the sunrise.

Bad Skin Month

HELP ME!!!


i've been having very bad skin recently. must be caused by the return of my insomnia. I will feel new bumps all over my face the first thing i wake up every morning. I've tried many remedy but to no avail. J and Even my mom nagged at me...but for that? like i love having the bumps on my skin..??



I've never encounter this in my entire life before. is it because of hormones changes? maybe i'm going through the "teenage" outbreak phrase much much later than the usual people. does it mean that i have a chance to grow taller? haha. Crap.



i have decided to try going for facial again, but i'm afraid that my skin would be too sensitive for the harsh chemical and treatment they'll do to my face like what i encountered in the previous treatments.. ARGH!! so contradicting.

Lachrymose

went to send him off ytd. the atmosphere there was undoubtedly melancholic.

the feeling is so surreal. it all just gone down to ashes in seconds when the metal door shuts.
he'll be gone - forever, from this place.
i was choked several times by suppressing my own tear. the whole process was too tear-jerking.

when i was doing the accounts, it feels weird to still see his name in the excel sheets, the office walls, the documents etc, when i know he's no longer around.

life is really fragile. no one expected this to happen. he was all healthy, joking and talking around one morning and, the next, he did not wake up from his sleep ever again.

the most grief-stricken ones can only be his wife and kids. they would never ever dreamt of what had happened to their beloved dad and the other half. the only way now is to live life bravely.

I'm not really that close with him, but just the thought of someone leaving forever is too unacceptable. it's worse when we realised that he still had so many unfulfilled dreams and things to do. he was said to have planned to go to korea and hokkiado this year end.


when i was younger, i really hope that we would encounter the end of world in this lifetime. this way, i wouldn't have to witness my love ones from leaving me for another world at all.
and i realised how gullible it is for me to think this way after knowing how painful and sad it is to witness the end of the world.

i was always running away from reality, but no matter how hurtful and bitter it is. i would still have to accept it. cos - that's the reality.

life is really unpredictable, nobody knows what will happen tomorrow.

A chance is all that i wish to be given.

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I dont even crave for much support.

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I just need a chance.